was night, she sat outside a bar, listening to the laughs, cries, and pieces conversations, I was cold, and was very dizzy ... I thought.
turned on the miraculous last cigarette, sucked off and protected from the wind with the innocent idea ... make it last longer thought.
had spent so many people, locals start to close, and drunk people began to leave the streets and the cold began to seize the solo environment in which it was installed ... I thought he recalled, his head did not stop her activity.
all alone now, started to walk down to the beach. Subtly observed as was the morning and began a new day. Under the stairs slowly to sit in the sand and stop thinking ... keep thinking, there was no stopped thinking ...
recalled his childhood full of games, friends, love and a strong protection, recalled when her sister came to further enliven your home, her friends thought of always, unconditionally, the few remaining friends but who were able to be to say "I love you", he thought of his life, short, with little experience compared to a boy his age, but full of strange things, complicated and increasingly unfair ...
thought in love, those that complicate and simplify life, assumed guilt, he discovered that sometimes more than necessary, and sometimes they do not appreciate what they gave him. She thought of her current boyfriend, with whom she fell deeply in love, and life in selfish act has greatly complicated things ... she wanted to look at that very moment, jump into his arms and apologize for failing and not the girl he believed to apologize for failure and not recognize their guilt, she wanted to mourn, because he wanted to mourn in the midst of their anger, their anger, disappointment has abused a bit, sometimes more than necessary ... she now wants to escape all of all, life itself has become a prison, but she does not know escape.
colder now, not thinking, but it's time to go and make a decision ...
Step over one hour thinking, crying, remembering, between bitter resentment and feeling of guilt, the things that were avoided and reality, a strange life, a love bipolar ... things happen ...
I take a decision.
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